anytime

stillness envelops me
urging me to breathe
the cold night in
deep piercing breaths
closing my eyes
I take in the soft foggy air
and I feel you all around me
inside me
a part of me
that will never die
this is the way it is
but I still breathe you
in my mind
I call your name
this ache
permeates
every cell
every pore
my blood
my bones
sometimes…
I know you feel me
out there
wondering
do I ever cross your mind?
anytime…